Itβs been just over six months since I had my full body masculinising surgery! I underwent several procedures in March, including chest revision and fat redistribution, liposuction in my hips, stomach, thighs, and a mons resection. Now, with some time to let everything settle, I wanted to share my experiences, the pros and cons, and what might be next!Β Β
You can see my inΒ playlistΒ on the surgery here.Β Β
The Cons: Post-Surgery Realities
While Iβve experienced incredible highs, there have definitely been some challenges.Β Β
Excess skin around my hips: After liposuction, itβs common to have some loose skin. While itβs not a huge issue, itβs something Iβm aware of, and Iβm considering whether I may need further compression to help with this.Β Β
Indents from compression garments: Speaking of compression, wearing the garment on my thighs post-surgery has left some pretty lasting indentations.Β Again, I may need some longer compression to help with this.Β Β
Scars:Β All my surgeries have left me with some stretched scars - I think this may just be a part of my recovery.Β My mons resection scar, in particular, is still firm and sometimes sensitive. The hard scar tissue around the lipo incisions is another area Iβm working on, trying to soften it with massage and care.Β Β
Mental health struggles: Perhaps the hardest part has been battling some unhealthy thoughts. Surgery is such an emotional and physical challenge, and while I love the changes, thereβs always a mental health component that needs attention. Itβs easy to get caught up inΒ diet culture imposed thoughts, but I'm trying my best to let them go.Β Β
The Pros: What I'm loving.
Despite the challenges, the positives far outweigh the negatives.
STP use: One of the most exciting changes is that I can now use Stand to Pee (STP) devices, something I had always struggled with before surgery. Itβs been liberating to have that new level of comfort and function in my body.
Loving my chest: The chest revision turned out even better than I could have hoped. Every time I see my reflection or a photo of myself, I feel so much euphoria.Β Β
LessΒ body dysphoria: This is perhaps theΒ best shiftβI notice myself in photos, in the mirror, and just living my life, and I donβt feel thatΒ pain of dysphoria anymore.Β Β Β
Positive and comfortable: Overall, I feel more comfortable and able to live my life without trying to find ways to change myself.Β Β
Next StepsΒ Β
While Iβm in a good place now, Iβm considering a few next steps:Β Β
More compression: Iβm thinking about going back to compression around my hips to help with the excess skin.Β Β
Urethral lengthening: The idea of urethral lengthening surgery is back on my radar. I wasn't able to get it before due to the fat on my thighs, but now this is removed + the joy of using an STP has been increased, I am really considering it.Β Β
Final ThoughtsΒ Β
Six months post-op, Iβm in a place I'm really happy with. The overall impact has been life-changing and I would have surgery again tomorrow if I could go back knowing everything I know now.